I want to be a fast ball:
a four seam or two seam rising, exploding
fast ball
painting the black over
the middle of the dish,
high and tight, good cheese.
The batter will sense I'm coming,
yet I'll hum by him before he
swings.
I want to be slapped into the glove
and rotated across the Ace's familiar
hands
held, caressed by fingers that know every
pockmark, odd stitch,
the factory's familiar brand
and then just hurled clocking in the high
nineties or hundreds.
The top of the first, the bottom of the
ninth,
bases loaded and the hitter standing
proud,
the foul ball that rolls out on the third
base line.
I want to be a routine double play,
a can of corn, a circus catch
the closer throwing the bunt out at first
base,
the play that doesn't make the highlight
reel.
I want to be a Texas leaguer, an
infield fly,
Once I missed a pop fly and caught it in
the face,
the runner made first and raced around to
second base
as my eye bruised up and swelled shut.
It kept me from playing for a day or two.
I want to be a Louisville slugger,
weights draped around my neck as the fireman
warms up,
swings the bat from side to side in the
hole.
I want to be the plugger.
I want to be the bat,
the varnished wood, the sweet spot,
the brand burned into the side, the white
tape around the narrow grip.
The lucky bat for the home run king that
swings it at a ferocious clip,
I want to be the first bat for a ten year
old.
I want to be the tools of ignorance, the grass stained pants, the home team's
offensive chants,
the catcher's mitt tied together around a
ball to break it in,
the black stitched webbing, leather cross
section.
I want to be the lightly padded part in
the glove
that makes the catcher grimace when he catches
heat.
I
ducked into a fast ball once and took it on the cheek.
Now I'm wary of grounders, line drives,
and balls that come down with the sun behind their back
and still flinch when balls are thrown my
way.
I want to be a baseball game,
the slow pace,
the Bronx cheer,
the reliever nailing down a victory in
the rubber game,
the announcer calling names,
the field crew raking sand,
the vendors working the aisles
and the rhubarb and the pickle
and the strangers that will stand and
sing,
the organ music warming up
"Take
me out to the ball game,
Take me out with the crowd;
Buy me some peanuts and Cracker Jacks,
I don't care if I never get back..."
Take me out with the crowd;
Buy me some peanuts and Cracker Jacks,
I don't care if I never get back..."
August
19, 2015
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